For a long time I've considered myself Demisexual but that never really felt right. Mainly because well I don't really enjoy having sex. Oh the end is nice, if I can get there. But, as far back as I can remember, for the most part penetrative sex doesn't feel... well good. It doesn't feel bad either but I don't enjoy it. I enjoy most other forms especially when I'm the one giving the pleasure. But I have little to know desire to be on the receiving end. I know this sounds like I am. But a part of me wants it hoping this time will be different and I will enjoy it. Though my therapist says this might be because of things that happened to me when i was a kid. So does this count or am i something else?