So, I've been asexual my entire life. Only had one crush as a kid over 15 years ago (didn't go very well, long story). I'm a guy. I just found this group since I googled for advice... As a 30 year old...(don't judge, ok... Lol). But yeah, I've never asked anyone out, never been on a date or anything...

I've avoided ask that since my interest in people is purely... Curiosity I guess... And I don't want to pay with somebody's feelings or give them the wrong impression. But, about a month or so ago I met somebody (not the first time I met them, had the same feelings then but much weaker). Not really a better way to put it except she is gorgeous...I can't stop thinking about her. I don't want to be a creep, which will be pretty easy with my inexperience, but I also don't want to ignore my feelings...I mean, I've never been interested in ANYONE before this. I don't know if she even likes guys, let alone has somebody or not. Is it just me or everytime you think you have a handle on life you get another curve ball? Lol.

Anyway, she's friends with my roommate (one of the few people who know I'm asexual). I'm a bit nervous to let him know though... Pretty sure he said she's like 10 years older than me, not that she looks it. This is so weird... Lol. Then again, life is wierd... I've been on the road with my brother since the day I last saw her (he's a trucker) I get back home on the 5th. I'll talk to my sister (I've told her about being asexual since she's bi and she gets it).

I'm actually a bit excited as well as nervous... I've always wanted a girlfriend... But always though only way that would happen is from a friendship growing into something more (again, don't want to play with somebody's feelings).

I met her cause my roommate asked if she could stay while I was out with my brother cause he found out she was living in her car. Figured I'd we gave her a break for a month she could find her own place (which she did). It does complicate things a bit...

The more I think about it the less I know what to do...