TW: Sexual description, personal story, a touch of trauma, and lots of personal confusion

Hi 👋 so I (18NB) was in a relationship while I was discovering myself (this was before I knew I was ace). My partner and I at the time were very sexually active. While I received little physical pleasure (they weren’t a selfish lover or anything I just physically didn’t receive pleasure) I was super horny all the time and they were less horny but still fairly horny and so we would have sex fairly regularly. I didn’t like it and sometimes I didn’t really want it but I knew it made them happy and I wasn’t sure what to do. They did always respect my consent it was just sometimes I said yes even if I didn’t really want it. I always had trouble because I was horny and wanted the physical connection but I didn’t enjoy sex. Has anyone had a similar experience being horny? I wish I found out sooner because maybe it could have changed the outcome of the relationship but I don’t know. Thanks for reading <3