Both my parents have been divorced once. For both of them this is their second marriage. There were always fighting and shouting. I saw my dad hit my mom once last year.

Because of this I don't feel confident in getting married. I have some unresolved emotional issues because of all the shit I have experienced with my parents.

To make matters more complicated for me. I am relatively a high networth individual. I have around 650K USD in networth. My parents have around 1 million dollars in ancestral property. So if I get divorced I have to fork over half of my money to her. To make matters worst, all of Indian laws are extremely biased towards women. And also the judicial system in India is practically non-existent. Thanks to the judicial backlog, a divorce case might last a life time.

So now I am thinking. What if I never get married? I have not even tried to get married. My original plan was to try to get married when I return back to India. But now I am thinking of just staying a bachelor for ever.

For the last few years I had a lot of fun. I traveled extensively to Europe/Asia. I took up cooking as a hobby. I played a lot of video games. But now practically everyone in my friend circle is married. About 75% of them have kids. So they don't even respond to my messages :|

I am starting to feel a bit lonely. What can I do to kill the loneliness? Also, what can I do if I fall sick or if I require hospitalization. What can I do with the remaining portion of my life? I am 31 years old.