If any of you are familiar with Fort Smith, there is a casino right on the state line. 20 years ago there used to be an Adult Bookstore right next to what is now the Choctaw Indian casino. You had to be 18 to get in, and it was just a week or so before my 18th birthday. I had gotten off work and knew my parents would already be in bed so I got brave and decided to stop and see if they would let me in without IDing me. When I walked in, the lady behind the counter never even looked up from her magazine and just waved me through. The second she allowed me to pass, I started running through the scenarios in my head of what I’d be able to tell the guys at school the next day! (AAAHHHH guys you should of seen it, I was able to get in and I saw this and I saw that) or (yeah well you guys wouldn’t have been able to get in because you’re not 18) type of crap 😂. Little did I know my way of seeing sexuality as a whole was about to change.

Like most adult stores they had your run of the mill VHS pornos and beta Max pornos all in their little individual categories. They had sex toys, which I only ever heard about giant dildos that I thought were in the world with somebody put that. Lotions and creams and clothes. And then you get to the very back of the showroom and you realize there’s this beaded entryway, leading to God only knows, unless we walk through it.

I sat out there in browsed for a while that some of the various categories of VHS and finally worked up the nerve after seeing three or four people walk in and out of there, guys and girls. I sat down the cassette that I’m looking at. I start walking towards the back room and as soon as I get inside, I realize this is the area where you get to view the tapes that are out on the shelf. Some doors were open, and some doors were closed. But it seemed like one of the rooms had somebody in it. I try to keep my eyes at the floor, walking past each other rooms and I go all the way to the back and there’s one room with no one in it so I go inside. Now this room wasn’t on the very end of the second to last. I go inside and I put a dollar bill into it and all of a sudden this video just starts popping up. I didn’t have a choice in the selection lol what came on is what was meant to play. I wait and start watching the video watching the video and all of a sudden I hear this PSSSTTT come from beside me. I nearly jumped out of my skin. I turned around to look, and there was no one there and then I hear it again, PSSSTTT.

I noticed then there was about a 4 inch hole cut out of the side of the wall. I went running over to it like I was in Shawshank redemption, trying to talk to a prisoner on the other side. And while I’m sitting there on my knees, trying to whisper with putting my mouth up to the wall all of a sudden a dick comes through it. Now don’t get me wrong. This isn’t a movie. LMAO there was enough warning that I could see. Something was coming through the hole so I kind of pulled back. The curiosity still kept me there on my knees as I was faced with about a 7 1/2 inch BWC.

I had always leaned a little bit towards curiosity when it came down to the opposite sex to that point in life. But to see it in real life and no, no one can see what I’m doing. Nobody is gonna see me if I put it in my mouth for a second. I told myself the guy on the other side doesn’t know that it’s not a girl doing it. And then I decided now is the time. I slowly started mimicking the actions I had seen females do in all the movies that I’d seen. At first, I started going slow, not knowing where my gag reflex was. Then I would speed up. Occasionally, I would take it out of my mouth and rub my lips down the side of it lol. And all of a sudden he came in my mouth! Still to this day I don’t know why I didn’t pull away from the hole. Still this day I don’t know why as I felt him start to cum I continued until he was finished. Still to his day I don’t know why I took so much pride at that moment, thinking that I was powerful enough to bring that out of him. Feeling in control. I was so turned on and I was so hard, that I told myself I can’t tell anybody about this. So much for bragging to the guys or feeling like I beat the system. No! This would have to remain my secret. A week later I turned 18 and was able to go in there without getting into trouble. That is exactly what I did and never looked back on it with anything other than excitement.

OK, it’s somebody else’s time to post something. Think of your first time! What was it like? Did you enjoy it or did you run away from it confused?