I am currently over 39 weeks and as of 2 weeks ago I was so done being pregnant, I am just huge and uncomfortable and so beyond bored of maternity leave. So far 3 women from my antenatal classes who were all due in May had their babies this week, today a 4th who was due a week after me had hers and something just clicked in my brain. My midwife cancelled my appointment today cos she is ill, she apparently isn't in a rush to see me anyway since all is normal and she is convinced I'll end up going to 42 weeks, even my midwife has given up on me. I've gone from being depressed and upset to just suddenly falling into delusional acceptance, This is my life now...i will be pregnant forever. I have spent the last 2 weeks trying pineapple, spicy food, sex, walking, raspberry leaf tea, evening primrose, yoga balls, nipple stimulation etc and today I decided to just give it all up and forget about birthing a baby, just learn to live my life fat and pregnant, maybe I can join a circus "come witness the pregnant lady who never gave birth! Roll up!!". Anyone else reached this stage yet or am I the only one having a mental break? I know it's still early days but I just can't anymore.