I’ve been living in the subsidized apartment for the elderly and disabled (I am disabled) and I had my yearly six month inspection by the rural developement company or whatever this woman works for. My kitchen and bathroom were a bit dirty I admit. And I had a few extra things on my counter and my stove top, which is an old hand me down from another ex renter, and has been “fixed” by maintenance. Our building is the most “abused” of the 21 separate buildings this management company owns. I don’t have someone come by to clean. Apparently I need a doctor to prescribe that? - not the point, our cleaning guy told me not to worry about it. But she took pictures of the “dirty” rooms. I don’t see other people. I don’t go out. I don’t go places as I cannot drive there or take way too expensive taxis. To go “out” and with (disease affecting the globe) I don’t see my family much. My grandmother maybe once or twice a month, or every other month, or two. My mother maybe every 4-6 months or, 4-8. My other neighbors I have either issues with, or are similar in disability so asking for help is against me. I’m sure nothing will come of this. And she just has to complain about something. But it genuinely hurts and I’ve been throwing up sporadically since 9:30 this morning on and off.

Any advice would be helpful. Even if it’s tough love.