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I had fully protected sex with a guy I met online just a couple of days ago. And I'm a hypochondriac (I worry fukin excessive about my health) ... Obviously that night, I barely got some sleep, I worried, worried and worried, so much so that next day I had class and job together, and I fell sick. And that FURTHER triggered my anxiety, as I felt these are the symptoms, showing up the VERY next day !!! Sex is supposed to be fun, but it feels like I have willingly walked up to the gallows. I slept 8 hours and after that I'm feeling really good but u know, my anxiety continues, not any other STIs but only HIV is what is eating me from inside. Can u guys tell me if I am being an ass or I really need to be concerned. Btw I've also booked a Dr. Appointment on Monday.
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That was really kind of u ... I understand what u say. I did check up with the Dr. and he said he's sure I'm safe but for my peace of mind he said he's gonna run the tests. In the meantime I've written down my worries in a notebook, and I donno why, when I was reading them, they seemed childish and stupid enough !! It's clearly pointing out the fact that I'm overthinking and that everything "Should" be okay.
I've seen ppl having unprotected sex and forgetting bout it the next hour while it's me who had fully protected sex and dying over the fears for weeks... How stupid of me!!