Hi,

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So, I [M40] may have gotten too close to a woman in my life that was unavailable. The thing is, I thought we were just best friends, I didn't know how close we had become until problems started to arise on her end and she began to behave in ways that were inappropriate. To complicate matters worse, I'm in a VERY attached situation in regards to her world, and I'm just not sure what to do. I'm aware that things are fine on the outset, but I'm so anxious otherwise that I can't sleep at night without being sedated in some way or another. I need help. It has already sent me into a deep depression once, enough for me to want to end my life. And as continue to fail to sleep each night, I'm getting desperate on how to do that, or desperate enough to just sign out of life again. I just need someone to talk to.