I had a really rough day today. The first part of my day was okay, but the afternoon was pretty bad.

It started with me going to my orientation for a tutoring job at a daycare center. I parked in the spot designated for the bus (I had no idea!) and they called over their intercom for the person who parked there to move their car. I quickly ran out and I could tell the bus driver was obviously peeved, but I moved my car as fast as I could and parked somewhere else.

Then I went back to campus, and put my card that lets me into the parking lot I park in into the machine and it got stuck and I just couldn't get it out and the person behind me started honking at me because I was taking so long so I just backed out and parked in a visitor lot. I tried to walk back and look for my card but it was nowhere to be found, so I have to face the shame tomorrow of being the girl who lost her parking card 4 weeks into the semester at the parking office, too.

I felt like such an doofus today, and I get filled with this huge sense of embarrassment that I was "that person" in someone's story about the idiot they saw do this or do that. I just can't shake it. I almost feel like I shouldn't ever show my face to the world again, and like everyone around me knows how dumb I am.