So, my dad bought me tickets to see my absolute favorite artist in my favorite city- Ed Sheeran in Nashville on Oct 6th for my birthday. They were not cheap, and a super generous gift. At the time they were given me I was with my boyfriend of 2 years, I planned to take him with me. We broke up a month ago. I don't have many up kept friendships, or really a friendship I want to share this kind of experience with. I have high expectations to have a good time, I've been looking forward to this for a long time and it would break my heart to sell the tickets. I feel pressured with a month until the concert and no plans of who to take with me, and it honestly makes me feel awful about myself for not having a good enough friendship to automatically know who I would want to take. My dad is on a work trip during the concert so he can't come. and with my anxiety the thought of going alone makes me sick, and i really wish it didn't. I wish I could enjoy this alone. I'm scared to though...I understand this is a complete first world problem, and I'm complaining about an awesome opportunity regardless if I can find someone to go with me or not. Just know I recognize that and I'm not looking for sympathy rather than just opinions or perspectives of how to look at my situation or what you would do if you were in my situation.