I went out for the first time in a while and was pressured into taking MDMA. I got light headed and it hit me like a brick wall. My anxiety is through the roof, I can't sit down and I have work. It's currently 4am in Australia, I also have emetophobia and heard my neighbour being sick as I got home. This night cannot get any worse.

So please, if you deal with anxiety, depression or any sort of mental illness do not be pressured into drugs or do it in a safe environment with close friends. These symptoms will double and make it impossible to relax. If anyone can reassure me that I'll be fine, it would help so much, I've never done drugs before.

EDIT: I thought I might make a little update to anyone who might be interested in the come down state I experienced. It is about 19 hours later since I took the pill. I definitely felt like shit today and didn't sleep until about 9am up until 12pm, then I had to get ready for work. I woke up quite depressed and in a mental state I haven't been in for a long time, running on no sleep and dealing with last night I guess kinda of hit me. I had quite a loss of appetite, however I ate a bowl of fruit like u/tragicfucker recommended and felt a bit better. As the night went on, I started to become more tired then I was depressed which definitely was a better feeling than the latter. Thank you guys for all your reassurance and stories, I read every single one and it was helping me so much while I was peeking this morning.