Hi there. Lifelong anxiety haver due to abusive upbringing. (CPSTD, CSA) I am trying to figure out how to get hired for work. I have difficulty leaving the apartment because of vomiting/diarrhea from anxiety. It's always been bad, but as I age, it's getting worse. I want to be productive and go live my life, but I can't seem to figure this out.

I have psychiatrist and therapist records for years documenting Mt meds that helped. My current doctor doesn't believe in anxiety issues, even though I have documented reasons to be anxious.

Is there anything I can do or work on to help? It's difficult to be around people in high anxiety mode, because I either barf on myself or mess my pants.

I understand that we're all in this same boat together. I honestly feel bad because anxiety is the worst thing ever. I don't wish it on anyone.