Basically the title. This time last year my life was turned completely upside down in every awful way. Lost my mom, my partner, my career, and my home, moved across the county with all my shit and my toddler and tried to restart my life. It's been rough living in the south again. I've scraped by this past year. But recently, this last month has been extremely triggering. I told work that I'm basically having a mental breakdown - I couldn't eat, couldn't get out of bed, non-stop intrusive thoughts and anxiety attacks. Finally got back in my head and boom, whole household gets an AWFUL flu. Coughing so hard that I throw up, which is a regular symptom of my anxiety, so guess what that sets off lol. I'm on day 5 of this flu and my health anxiety is going crazy, so now I'm coughing, blowing my nose, dealing with my headache, and my anxiety symptoms of throwing up and diarrhea are back. Not having a good time at all. Basically I just wanted to vent to people who'll understand - I know there's another side to this and I'll be back to normal at some point.