Due to me being super plus size I'm so scared of getting either diabetes or having a stroke or having a heart attack. I also fear cancer as well such as breast cancer. I'm not really sure how to stop living in fear of my health status. I'm 23 and I honestly don't see myself living past 50 not to speak anything into existence. I just try to be realistic.

I wish I could live with out this crippling anxiety. I mean does anybody know a family member or someone that was super plus size that live long without a heart attack, diabetes or chronic diseases? Although I stopped eating a lot of sugar and I since went plant-based I still don't feel like there's a lot of Hope for me.