As the title goes I'm not really sure how I can cure my self its like I'm constantly locked in my own prison of some sort as of recently my new thing since I moved out is losing my job and then losing everything iv worked so hard for I'm 19m working a good paying job 20 an hour so plenty to pay bills mote or less but I'm so worried because it's one of the only decent jobs around and if I lose it I'll be back barely scraping by agin like I was when I made 13 it's to the point were there's not one day I don't think about it I constantly feel embarrassed about my proformnce even tho I get mostly praise I'm just so tired of being terrified of not being able to live my life any help would be appreciated