Lately I’ve been trying to self reflect about my attachment issues to my bf. It’s been rough but enlightening. I get anxious when he’s out with his friends and I’m home alone. It’s not bad when I’m out as well and usually I don’t have a problem keeping myself busy but…

Recently I got an injury that’s kept me at home unable to work or do most of my hobbies. I’ve been so bored and lonely this whole time and I miss him so much now that he’s out with friends. Generally I just wish we had more quality time together because he works so much.

So to him he spends all his time working or at home with me so he def deserves to go out whenever he wants.

I’m just finding it so hard to keep my mind off of him. I won’t pretend I’m not jealous and insecure because I am. But mostly I just would like to spend more time together while I’m injured cause it sucks and I don’t feel like self reflecting right now. I know I’m being dramatic I know he’ll brush off anyone who flirts with him like I trust him but I cannot control my anxiety. I normally brush the feelings off with hobbies but I’m just sitting here wallowing and it fucking sucks.