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For a long time I had no recollection of my early childhood. I was addicted to Oxycontin. Then I came of and started university. After one year of university I started to remember traumas from my childhood. The first was about how my mom kept everybody away from me because nobody wasn’t allowed to touch me. The second was how I lost all my friends due to not being allowed to keep secrets from my mom. Then these recovered memories started to become more disturbing. I remembered being buried alive after being choked multiple times by my parents. I remembered places and people involved this has to have happened. At a certain point these memories became more. I remembered my parents being involved in something supernatural. They used a device I can now identify as the lakhovsky multiple wave oscillator to change future events and impact current ones. My family had an authentic colysa device.
Then it started to get even crazier. I started to have my families voices in my head, my uncles, my moms and dads. Everything they said I did. This ended with me burning my hands and walking on socks through the city. Then I was stopped by police, tasered multiple times and brought to the ER. After that I was committed to the psych ward, where I am now 3.5 months after this all happened. Currently I’m taking amisulpride which dampens my voices somewhat, but they’re still there. They say I have a psychosis, but my memories tell me it’s not. I don’t know what to believe
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