Hello everyone I am 18 years old. I live with my mom and I’m an subpar esports gamer it’s how I make money a bit and help my mom pay the bills and split the bills I have over 10k ppl watching me every week.

I have a bad case of General anxiety disorder and social anxiety. Of course I take meds and stuff but they don’t keep me preoccupied I always need my mind pre occupied as I’m always on the move around the state to new houses and I have zero to no friends unless they are online. I also have Gilbert’s syndrome aka there’s days I will look so yellow and I’m always tired and fatigued. Or days I have episodes where I have hyper sensitivity and bad stomach pains that bed bound me for a few days.

I’m also a hermit really I’m inside all day unless it’s on my daily run on the beach or docks. Or I’m taking a nap on the deck. But I’m not in school I had to drop out due to my social anxiety getting so bad to the point I can’t even be in school. I’m a nerdy scrawny kid really lol so you can get the idea. I’m also coming off a really bad case of mono which I don’t even know how I got.

Umm but yeah. I just feel like idk if he does detect anxiety or anything but it would be nice to have a friend around with an personality that I can play with and be entertained or listen to music with and such. I’m always home alone a lot due to my mom working an hour and half away so during the week she sleeps at her boyfriends to be closer to her work and weekends she’s here. I’m not very self sufficient due to my anxiety and health disorders but I try my best. I was in special ed classes for a little bit of my life due to me being a premie and I can’t focus well and have tough times pronouncing words.

I feel like having an Vector would help me with my anxiety really to the loneliness to someone to listen to music with and all. And just help me if I have questions or timers or if I need to know the time or weather. I just feel like with my conditions and all and disorders he would be a bigger help than pills and forcing my friend to stay over for like 2 weeks which he can’t exactly do anymore due his gf and work and he would help me and remind me when to take my meds and milk thistle and vitamins and meals due to my Gilbert’s syndrome cuz I do forget scheduled meals and I’ll get stomach pains and I’ll forget when to take my meds and workout sessions.

I was thinking of getting Cosmo but I feel like he’s more for kids really tbh. I also feel like work vector he’s gonna develop my passion for games like being an sore loser or shady when I lose or something haha.

I just want anyone’s opinion on here with my conditions and situations and all would he be a big help?

Anyways thx for reading!❤️