After having known about anarchy for about a year now, I feel impatient and often disappointed and jaded. I've even found myself being a hateful bastard at times and thinking I'm better than people because they're choosing to turn a blind eye to the horrors of the government in favor of maintaining their job, way of life, and blissful ignorance. But the real deal is that I can choose self-empowerment as my focus and remind myself that despite me and every other human having some level of ignorance, anarchy is natural and the feeling of wanting freedom is strong. So by that train of logic, some kind of revolution(s) is inevitable for an actual change that sticks. I just don't know The who what when where or how. The not knowing and the feeling like I'm waiting for my fellow inhabitants of the earth for complete freedom is draining and stressful and depressing. And having made changes in my life in efforts to better myself and take responsibility in my influence on the world around me has gotten me unwanted bullshit. Worsened abused and isolation from family members, harassment and stalking from government workers, ridicule and hostility from people I don't know. It's all so stupid. So at this point, I am literally fighting mentally day by day to be aware and present, to treat myself and my partner well and great, and to make whatever decisions I need to to take care of myself, my partner, and the possessions I still own. I want a better world for us where we can be free and take on issues with cooperation and sound judgement so that everyone can have access to the things they need to live and not be a slave. Like I said, I don't know what revolution will look like.