I still have a lot of issues with cleansing, but yesterday, with less water, it was quite ok.

I was quite tired, but my dom asked if I wanted to try a size bigger plug to see if I could already handle it. I know I can, on good days, but yesterday was not a good day. Sitting behind my desk with a plug is very hit or miss. The small plug is doable, but the medium was very uncomfortable unless I sit still for at least 10 minutes. He did ask me multiple times if I wanted to switch back to the smaller one or stop completely and eventually he told me to stop because I was pushing myself too hard.

I had a shower and assessed the discomfort and thought I'd try a prostate vibrator, seeing as anything but sitting felt ok.

I think after a week I'm starting to feel a very faint feeling of arousal for about half a minute, but after that my discomfort came back and I gave up for the rest of the night.

I still have a long way to go, but I'm hopeful.