Background: 6 years of symptoms, 3 colonoscopies, stupid doctors, and finally some relief since may from botox

My colorectal surgeon was a pompous douche but the first to actually make progress. I told him repeatedly I wanted a hemerroidectomy. He acted like I didn't know how rough the recovery was and that SIX YEARS of blood and pain worsening wasn't worth 5 weeks and a year till being better. My fucking ass.

So, he only did the botox, afterwards telling me I actually was a good candidate after seeing it in it's full glory. Fucking moron. Look at the goddammit colonoscopy reports you idiot. Listen to the human being telling you wtf their body is doing. Dumb ass.

So, sure as shit, as much as the botox helped, I'm still stuck on the john for way too long every BM cause I have to dab about these fleshy skin tags and hemorrhoids, getting aggravated to hell. And of course the botox didn't totally take and now 3 months later I can tell it's getting worse again.

So I go to a NEW primary since the last never really listened and this lady says maybe I should get a colonoscopy and I was like omfg no, ok, just fucking no, and just get me to a different colorectal, that's all I'm here for, it's out of your scope, trust me ffs, just put in the damn referral.

Two fucking weeks later and multiple calls asking where the fuck is my referral and I'm getting the damn run around.

These people are so fucking stupid it is unfuckingbelievable.