Howdy new person here

Howdy all wanted y’all’s opinion I needed to know aita? so my husband and I have a son,which for some young people is completely normal,the thing is I’m not completely normal.I was raised in a not great environment with not great parents,and I know that’s not an excuse to you know push on people to make them feel bad, and I don’t mean to deliberately do it to my partner and I’m taking the steps to get better.But it seems like he doesn’t see the same progress that I’m making,I’ve been reading books and articles(granted I was in a slump for awhile so not a lot was done so understandably upset because that side wasn’t done.)And overall it just doesn’t seem like I do enough. If I’m not at home spending time with the boys I’m at work on my feet for 8 hours a day to only get hit with chores lists as well as plan for tomorrow and a “oh you don’t have time for me face”…I don’t know what to do…I’m lost confused and upset,it seems like my husband might be loosing his flame for me,because I’m not acting fast enough in our relationship to help fix things…I’m scared for us sometimes and I think it does phase him but other times…I don’t know.. I apologize for the rambling on off that…there’s just a lot on my mind guys..hope to hear for some of y’all if not that’s ok too..