I’m (F22) a recent CS graduate and I don’t have a job yet, I graduated back in August and since then I’ve been teaching myself stuff to get ready for the job market.

Now the issue is that I live with my family still and ever since I was a kid whenever I ask for stuff I was shut down and told that it wasn’t important (I’d ask for game consoles and games and stuff).

During that time my parents (especially mom) had great income and we lived in a different country, I was often left alone at home by myself since I was like 6 cause they’d work really long hours, I have two way older than me siblings (11-13 years older) who my parents were also putting through college at that time during which they’d get HUGE allowances, were supported through additional training and one sibling got a car, followed by that same sibling changing said car and the other one taking it over all with my parent’s money, during that time I was again told that my wants aren’t important and that when I get older and have “real wants and needs” I would get the same treatment.

Fast forward to now and my parents are retired and I’m getting like a tenth of that, they put me through college which I got done with in four years unlike my siblings, no car, no additional training so I’m ending up having to teach myself everything and it’s taking me a while to find a job in my field, on top of all that I get told that “I should stop being a burden” or “find a job” and stuff like that even though I’m not just sitting on my ass and it’s so extremely hurtful, like y’all I’m doing my best and you’re adding insult to injury AND I have been very neglected physically,emotionally and financially my whole life.

So yeah am I just an entitled prick and have no right to feel like this and my perception is warped or what?