My partner is M25 and Im M24. Me and him have both fucked up in our relationship and have cheated, at this point i dont know even why i still try. Probably because i had his kid and throwing a 6yr relationship down the drain regardless of cheating is painful asf. My partner fucked a person that i know and i specifically told him not to go over to there place the day before and on christmas while i was in sober living, i told him to block the person on fb and messenger but he isnt doing that so i gave him a motive if he doesnt block the person im dumping him and i did just that. Im struggling to not go back to him and yes i know im stupid as fuck. Im just done with him not giving a shit about how i feel and especially with the way the person he cheated on me with was shit talking me telling me that he loves them and doesnt give af that he cheated on me. So im just done and needed to put it out there and vent. Two wrongs dont make a right and i get it maybe i am overreacting.