I took risks because life is full of them, and to get out of the comfort zone.

I started to talk to someone new online on snapchat but through out it, it just felt wrong I was still so panicky and I think I pushed too far out my comfort zone so now I feel bad.

I am not sure anymore I want to grow and move on but maybe I am just not ready but when is someone truly ready when they step outside the zone of comfort?

Am I just stuck? Stuck in this little cage I call a walking corpse?

I see other people who can do that and more meeting new people with ease I wish I was like that.

I thought I was so ready too and I prepared myself and even tried to hype myself up I even wrote get to know each other questions.