Am friends with that girl for more than 13 year's we are friends or that name of our relationshit that we have yes we loved each other for a period of time but it didn't went for to long but several mouth because thier no future to us together so each one of us keep it thier own life and she went in several relationship's in each time she start a relationship she disappeared the frist time she did that i got because we fuxking friend's i don't won't anything more than that because we already talked about that and we won't be more than friend's the thing that hart me that we are friend's for so long and had so much memories together for some new fucker you know in several months you ghost me like that so after ever relationship that she had and destroy her because her choice is like shit she come crying to me so i got used to it and I don't gave a Fuxk what she do in her own life but this year i fucking shit happened to my parents got divorced and got the responsibility of the family and grandma died and me and my mom went, surgery and mentally health is so fuxking fuxked right now and she know that am going throw a lot and she didn't gave fuck like the same shit she is kind of dating that guy i don't know what is thing between them and we got back texting befor tow week's and she acting like nothing happened and tell she miss me and love me more than before and send me some nudes yeah forget to say yes we have sex with each other so i don't love her anymore and don't want i my life anymore like before so the thing am thinking to keep my relationship with her just for the sex because right now i don't have power or energy to start find other sexual partner i don't what to do? Keep her? Or what?