[Vent] It’s strange when the only emotion u can feel is hopelessness. Idk since when but I felt nothing about everything and everyone. My mind feels empty like I can’t even actively think let alone feel. Hell I have aphantasia aka no imagination so I can’t even escape into an imaginary world.

I can’t find joy in any hobbies I just feel nothing. Then once I noticed that i have nothing that I would say makes a person a person. The very fact that it’s innate factors too. So nothing can give me these quality’s , I just know I won’t find purpose, joy or love. It’s losing battle I keep saying go at it day by day find something in that day it only takes one thing. I have tried but I can’t find anything.

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