I need a friend who is into PC games. Not looking for hookups. I want someone I can connect with and who has things in common with me. If you don't play games on PC then I can't play online with you.

I'm also not into war simulators or PVP games. The closest type of pseudo PVP game that I would be into is maybe worms or something silly like that. I'm not into sports or anything sports related not even sports video games. But I don't want to be doing stuff like cod or Halo or dead by daylight or anything like that. Killing someone you care about is not fun. Being killed by someone who is supposed to be your friend is not fun. I don't like the idea of not being able to gather anything and being killed over and over again. I'm not interested in League of Legends or any kind of battlegrounds type thing. I don't really like racing games either.

I have a broken heart. I'm still in mourning over him and I'm continuing to process the breakup. I still have sex with him sometimes. I have no idea what the future holds and I don't really want to go into it. I've told this story too many times. But nobody did anything wrong. He just doesn't love me.

Anyways, if you want to know more about me... I made my own subreddit where I have a whole bunch of posts that just kind of ramble but it's very informative.

I realize that most guys would run away as soon as they saw that I was still fucking my ex. But like I said, I'm not looking for hookups or a boyfriend right now. The important thing is, get to know me. Play video games with me. Be nice to me and don't try to pressure me into anything. Maybe once we've known each other a few months then I don't know... we'll just have to see. Send me a message if you're actually a good guy who understands the pain of losing someone that you genuinely love.

Realizing that sometimes healing can take years. But maybe, if I like you enough, something could be negotiated. I'm not going to drain you. I can take care of myself. I just don't want to play my multiplayer games by myself. It would be nice if there was someone who had an interest in figuring me out. Someone clean, 30 to 45, single ideally and without kids preferably. It would be nice if we share similar interests.

I have Asperger's syndrome so there's a lot of stuff there and I've been hurt a lot.

Like I mentioned earlier, you can check out my profile if you want to know more and if you're still willing to stick around after you've read all of my posts in my subreddit then I would like to meet you.

Btw, never ask a girl her real age. As long as she's over 21 you don't need to know.