I'm sorry for catching feelings.

I'm sorry for suddenly wanting something more.

I'm sorry for seeing so much potential in you.

I'm sorry for getting myself attached.

I'm sorry for getting carried away.

I'm sorry for making you the source of my happiness, especially at a time when things were starting to get really bad.

I'm sorry for overthinking.

I'm sorry for not showing a better kind of respect for your space and time.

I'm sorry for being unable to let you go, still.

I'm sorry for being reminded of you everywhere I go, everything I see, every song I hear.

I'm sorry.

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I met you right after one of my dearest loved ones died. I didn't need anyone to grieve with me, but I wasn't even grieving just yet. Just when my life took a complete 180, you came and something felt unusual, that maybe you could turn it back around. Instead, things took a 360 after that 180. It all took a turn for the worse, and a lot of things followed... life, family, work, friends... all of which, to this day, are pushing me closer and closer to the inevitable.

I know for a fact na people come and go, but at a time when I couldn't afford people to leave my life... you, who I had my most vested interest in, decided to cut things off and move on... and I'm to blame.

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I'm sorry.