I am insecure. Insecure of my boyfriend.

I'm jealous that he came from a good school (Katipunan) and I'm just from a lousy state university. I'm jealous that he can play instruments while I don't have any talents. I'm jealous that he is good in playing mobile games while I'm just an average or maybe a below average player. I'm jealous that his family is financially stable while I'm the breadwinner. I'm jealous that he has a lot of time while I'm tired of working from sunrise to sunset. I know that in a few years, my salary would just be half of his (or maybe lesser).

We're at the same age and I feel like I'm way behind him in all aspects of life. I love him but I'm very jealous of him. Seems like life is very unfair. I hate the thought of breaking up with him because I pity myself.

I just want to vent this out somewhere.