...still, after everything I did. all the efforts I put into this, whatever you may call it, it’s still bound to end. I had hopes that maybe, just maybe you’ll come around and change your mind. but it turns out, you really have made up your mind and don’t want to really officially try a relationship with me.

it sucks too, coz whatever we had wasn’t given a chance to at least try to make it work. you said a you’re a cheater and you think that soon enough, you’ll get tired of me and find a new flavour of the month. whatever we had, it was almost 5mos, i’m so invested and I was willing to try it with you, but all I got was rejection.

it really sucks, why does this always happen to me? why am I always left when all I wanted was to give genuine love?

I love you so much, and this is not infatuation. I love you so much, but here I am slowly letting you go.