Ang daming reasons bat ang panget mainlove sa kaibigan mo pero wala eh. Nangyare.

You get teased- asking if kayo ba, hinahanap siya sayo pag wala siya, humihiga siya sa hita mo, leaning his head on your shoulder, and everything in between.

Sabi ng iba mabait lang siya- clingy dahil comfortable pero iisipin mo bakit hindi siya ganon sa iba? Bakit may ibang iffuel talaga yung pagiging delulu mo saying otherwise. Yung una kasi joke-joke lang, pero bakit nagiging totoo? Why were the feelings growing- why were they turning into reality?

Minsan maiisip mo kung behind all his casual dates and bumble matches— naiisip niya rin ba ikaw? Naiisip niya ka rin ba at 2am and you stare at your ceiling while some sad music plays in the background? Naiisip ka rin ba niya katulad ng pag isip mo sakanya?

Ang hirap mainlove sa friend. Maslalo na kung ang ganda ng friendship niyo and you cant keep up with that friendship because the weight in your heart gets heavier by the day.

So umamin ka- he acts cool, he acts like its such a simple thing, natatawa siya, he understands daw and hes okay.

Ayun yung masaklap dun no? Yung okay lang siya.

You bare your heart and you watch him look at you in pity.

Bakit hindi ka nasasaktan katulad ko?

Bakit hindi na lang ako.