this is for you. writing this here. because we met here as well. and id like to bid farewell to you. been exactly 3 months since we met.

i can wish and beg the heavens to let me be the only exception to your rule. and i could tell you that just a little bit of your heart is all i want. but we cant erase the reality; i am nothing but a trial and just a friend to you - yet i would still be a fool for you.

and i only have myself to blame. for wanting someone who can never want me back. we're two worlds apart. but you made me happy. our conversations were the ones that make me excited everyday. how i wish i can be with you again. because i need to see and understand, one more time, why people you want don't see the magic that you are. the magic i long, and would do everything, to be mine.

i wish you could see yourself through my eyes. i admire you so much. and i hope youll see how amazing you are.

unrequited. might never be reciprocated. and i wont ever mind crisping up on your backburner forever, but we both don't deserve that. so this is my good bye. because i dont have the courage to confess to you and ruin our friendship.

thank you. for listening to me. for not judging my deepest conversations with you. thank you for being there. as a genuine friend. but it's time for me to admit, that i dont feel the same platonic way you feel for me.

i like you, a little bit too much than i could ever admit. but i need to let you go. not what i want, but what we need.

[just a little bit of your heart - agl [astronomy -cg] [backburner -n]