It’s been 15months and I’m still not getting laid 😳 I’m actually impressed, before hndi ako nkakatapos ng isang linggo ng walang harot. Pero now I’m not even touching myself for 3 weeks na (probably because im playing so much Baldurs Gate 3)

But yes! I’m impressed and shock at the same time. Nung kasagsagan ng Hoe phase ko init na init na agad ako kpag 1week akong hndi nkipag sex, prang lagi ko kailngan ng tite. Pero now, after i promise myself na hindi na ule ako kakantot ng di ko boyfriend. Everything just stop 😳

My urges stop, my desires. It’s like my body is automatically agreeing to the first promise i made to myself. What’s funny is just now i woke up in a dream that a cute guy was trying to seduce and rizzing me up for sex and you know what i did in my dream? I told him “Look, i really want you.. it’s just not happening to me right now. Its not you. Can we maybe try again next time? I cant do this”

I know my freak side is still there.. but dang right now she’s asleep. And I’m playing Baldur’s Gate 3 😋