these two words give me hope.

for you, maybe it's a "not now". for me, it's a "maybe soon".

and i'm the type who is not really good at waiting, but for you i will.

i keep telling myself, you would have said something else if there isn't a next time. so i'll choose to believe those words.

then again, it may seem unfair for you, to have these expectations you are not aware of. because i asked not only once nor twice, yet you gave me the same answer: next time.

and each time i ask, i get more afraid, that you'll get tired and eventually, your answer may change, to something that i don't want to hear.

so i'll just keep waiting for that day. when those words will come to fruition. and to be clear, it's not i am waiting on you, but more of waiting until i know what to do.