Omg I’m sitting here crying because I’m hurt and I’m mad as fuck. Because before I got with my husband (46M Alcoholic )I wasn’t the type of woman who would just sit and let a man just talk shit to her (47F). It’s like we have 6 good days and then the one day come where he drinks/over drinks and just starts talking shit to me about anything he can. I’ve learned to control my anger because before I would throw his own drinks on him etc. Now I separate myself by going in another room and just ignore him. But like today he just keeps fucking with me , texting me, coming into where I am and bothering me and I’m still ignoring him . I feel like saying the worst shit you could to someone like him but I don’t, I just keep a straight face and don’t engage but I can’t keep being his punching bag because deep down he’s unhappy with himself. I look at him and wish he’d slip in the pool and crack his fucking head open😢 (he’s accident prone when he is drunk and I’m always there to bandage him up, NO MORE) And that’s horrible to say but I’m the only one who has stuck by his side and supported him emotionally etc (financially he is fine) everyone else has distance themselves from him. Ughhhh, then tomorrow it’ll be I love you I’m sorry 😞 your best thing to happen to me and I just look at him and roll my eyes because I feel like punching him dead in his face!!😞