I was working for a Beauty Brand. Probationary. Sa totoo lang okay siya. Andame kong natutunan given na may 5 years na kong experience sa field ko. They let us lead for minor campaigns and such. However, things take turn na noong nag attempt mag resign ‘yung Creative Director namin dahil Daw sa’kin kasi na overwhelmed daw sa mga need gawin. Dahil nag iba ‘yung treatment sa’kin na parang kasalanan ko lahat and they made me message her and apologized. Then, binawi na raw niya ‘yung resignation niya kasi nakausap na raw. Pero noong time na ‘yun ramdam ko ‘yung mga galit sa’kin ng mga tao kahit wala naman akong ginawang kasalanan. Sa totoo lang sobrang respectful ko kapag kinakausap ko siya. So, ginawa ko I recalibrated and bounced back. So inayos ko na work flow ko ahh.

Then, nitong friday final evaluation ko, I had a decent score naman but they decided to not push through kasi apprently may attitude problems daw ako. Sobrang shookt ko nun. They literally made a list ng mga nakaaway or nakasagutan ko raw. Sobrang wala akong masama. Kasi they taken into account daw ‘yung banters namin with my colleagues. Which is I thought playful banter lang pero it was use against me. Grabe.

Tbh, I tried not victimized myself. Pero sobrang obvious na ‘yung favoritism. One time, binigay sakin ‘yung isang task ng Friday night, paalis na ko. Then, gusto Monday agad. I did not work on it ng weekends. Why would I? I’m not paid enough to do it. So, Monday ginagawa ko na siya at the same time doing my end of month report. Nung nanghingi ng update with hostility pa, sabi wait lang. Isa lang ako. Nung Friday lang sinabi sa’kin. I usnerstand naman kasi CEO ‘yung nanghihingi kasi for context there are times na I’m working direclty sa CEO namin. Pero wait lang like I said isa lang ako. I was given ng until 5pm ‘yung deadline ko. Which is nagawa ko. Kasi nung weekend naman, i saved some pegs for the things that i needed to do naman so madali lang siya. Pero kasi kapag sa’kin pwede mag rushed pero sa kanila ‘di pwede??

Sobrang dami pang mga incident na lagi na lang alo ‘yung nagmumukhang kawawa pero I just shrugged it off kahit may mga classist and homophobic remarks na sa’kin.

They gave until half ng November pero I decided na mag pasa ng resignation letter sa end of month kahit may ongoing campaign kami and mya mga bagay na i have to lead. Kasi the disrepect is hindi ko na kaya. Even today. I requested ng WFH kasi may food poisoning ako kahit few hours before ng time in namin ako nag send pero denied kasi late and rushed daw. So, ayun i feel guilty pero kasi kapag naramdaman ko ng hindi naman pala pinapahalagahan ‘yung effort ko. ‘Wag na lang and sayang lang.

So, ABYG if magsesend ako ng resignation letter sa mismong araw ng last day na sinabi ko?