We broke up nung 2022 nang dahil may 3rd party siya. Tho hindi pa naman totally sila pero something is brewing na between them already. I found out na habang nasa relationship pa kami nun and i found out na matagal na pala niyang pinopormahan yung guy na to bago pa ako or yung ex na nauna sakin (lgbt po kami fyi).

I talked to him and he chose to end it nalang between us and to pursue the other guy instead. I said yes and was devastated for a year. But that's okay. He even told me na wala nang communication and all so that's even fine with me.

After a year, bigla nalang siyang nagparamdam and requesting na to return all of the things na binigay niya sakin and kase ireregalo niya sa current niya. Then, i found out na naging sila na nga nung guy na matagal na niyang pinupursue. Then pinalalamove ko na lahat. He asked if i want to get the stuff na binigay ko and i said no na kase bigay ko na yan sayo.

After ilang months is biglang nag paramdam nanaman siya and was inviting me out for a dinner with his partner kase gusto raw akong mameet and all. I said no and he was insulting me all over na kesyo hindi pa raw ako nakakapag move on and i still love him pa raw and sobrang kabitteran ko and i just told him na to get a life and move forward.

Yesterday, i received a text from an unknown number stating if he can call. I did not respond since hindi ko alam kung sino yung nag text na yun. Usually, people will include their name sa text para makilala sila. That time, i was expecting a call from my work and out of nowhere nasagot ko yung call thinking na yun na yung work ko. I was shocked kase si ex pala changed his number and was asking if i can meet him as he was down. I told him na I'm not available as of the moment and I'm sick din. Told him narin na I don't want to see him anymore since sa kanya naman nanggaling na wala na dapat communication but there he is still communicating with me. Then nag open nalang siya na wala na nga sila and feeling niya na it's all my fault kase nung time na gusto akong makilala ng partner niya nun is hindi ko raw siya pinagbigyan. Gusto lang daw malaman ng partner niya nun na naka move on na kaming 2. Like i told him na "buti wala na kayo kase mukhang baliw yung ex mo na yun! Nanahimik na ako and all guguluhin mo pa ako? Diba sabi ko naman sayo get a life na? Hanap ka nalang uli! Mag 2 years na tayong wala ayan ka nanaman oh. Move on rin kase!" Then he started to swear at me na kaya daw niya ako iniwan kase napaka walang kwenta ko raw na partner and all. Then binaba ko na yung phone and blocked all his numbers and sa soc med narin. Nakakastress sobra.

Siguro nga gago ako sa part na yun pero i have feelings din. He left me para lang dun sa mas bet niya na hindi naman din nag tagal and all. Pero okay na ako. Ayoko lang talaga na siyang kausapin pa. ABYG?