For the longest time ako yung inaasahan sa bahay (imagine, I was raised to be independent at the age of 8 lol andami kong gustong iheal na inner child momintz ko HAHAHAHA) and recently because of some stuff, andami kong sinacrifice for my family. And now I'm sick and they're my #1 stressor (bukod sa toxic paternal relatives namin).

Sa bday ko, gusto ko lang pagkagastusan sarili ko or maybe w friends who were there for me. Gusto kong ienjoy yung sinahod ko, gusto kong gumastos na walang halong guilt kasi nga may responsibility sa bahay, gusto ko maranasan lang sumaya ulit, na walang ibang iniisip.

So, ako ba yung gago for wanting to spoil myself, for once?