I am an mtf transwoman, who has not gotten bottom surgery. I am going to meps and need to find a way to stay discreet. And to answer your questions, no I am not attracted to the female body or personality in any way, I am very much "mentally female" and not some fake liar. Yes I know I was born biologically a male, and that transitioning won't make me a "female". But either way so, I am still enlisting as a female, as per my birth certificate indicates. I have shared the information with my higher ups but have chose to not share it with my flight crew, because I know I will get bullied and I don't wanna be fighting with anyone, as I'm just there to get my plans up and started then running. Sorry for this very long post, but I have been approved for bringing surgical tape and tweezers to help with keeping my discretion. And I just would like to know if anyone else who is preop trans has gone through BMT and can offer tips.