its been 18 months and i can barely stand it anymore but i also dont want to settle. Since my marriage ended 3 years ago, i only slept with 2 other women both in their late 30s and much closer to my age. They ended up being one night stands and truth be told i felt nothing except relief to be with someone else after my ex wife. But since then ive been kind of celibate. I say kind of becuase i did get an "old fashioned handy" a few months ago but again from a woman a year older than me who im not attracted to.

Now im going for what i want, younger women. But its been difficult and i feel like me being "out of practice" could be hurting me. I get weird when its been a long time. So I'm just wondering how do younger women see it if a man decides to wait instead of sleeping with whoever wants to sleep with me, i want it to be mutual, with someone whos as attracted to me as i am to them. Maybe I'm being silly and maybe I dont even deserve that. I'm just trying to be happy i guess.

I post in the personals and i go out to bars but I just dont feel confident really becuase i havent had sex in so long. So what do the younger women think? And guys if you have any advice I'm open to it. Thanks for reading if you did