He’s the one that’s in charge basically and tells me what to do. My personality is just really submissive and his is more like: you’re going to listen to what I say when I say it and do what I tell you to when I tell you to do it. I like that though and he really loves me, but maybe he’ll get mad at me if I say how I’m feeling or anything like that or don’t do exactly what he tells me to? I’m 19f and he’s 37m. I’m not sure if him being older has anything to do with that (me being nervous to tell him how I’m feeling at all or speaking up in any way when I should be communicating that more). But I always do exactly what he tells me to do all the time. He’s really rough with me if that makes sense and when we’ve had sex sometimes, I can’t tell him if he’s being too rough or something. Like it feels a little overwhelming or I feel nervous sometimes during sex because I don’t have any experience with that besides with him, and I can’t tell him how I’m feeling or if I feel uncomfortable or he’s being too rough.

(I might delete this and hope this doesn’t sound bad. I’m really happy with him and he loves me a lot/I love him but I think I feel nervous about communicating things to him sometimes or something)