We’ve been flirting/texting for nearly a year now. We hardly ever go a couple days without texting except for if she’s talking to a guy her age and I give her some space for a week or two. She finally let me take her out yesterday for a day date.
It went great as expected, non stop conversation, laughing, touching and kissing. I stayed pretty guarded on the date because I pretty much know nothing will come of it for many of her worries and concerns of her family and friends. That being said I still had a great time with her and I fear I’m getting stronger feelings for her. We joked yesterday that we’re the crazy ones that don’t see much wrong with our age difference. Especially since we get on so well. She has so many qualities I want in a women so this is not only because she is young and attractive.
I just don’t know where to go from here. I feel the need to distance myself from her to save myself the heartache. But don’t wanna risk missing out on someone special. Her going out with me in public was a big step, she also told her cousin and some friends about it too so that was a big risk on her end. I really don’t even know what I’m looking for by posting this other than my own stress relief. But if I get any advice I’d be greatly appreciative