Basically the title. Sorry for the vent. I’ve been isolated all day and I’m sitting here watching strawberry shortcake and I just want someone to hold me. I’m dealing with health issues and a lot of pain. I’d love for an older man to care for me, reassure me, handle the big things for me, go with me to my doctor’s appointments, run their fingers through my hair, and love me.

Going to the ER alone has been scary, but it’s not my first rodeo. My heating pad doesn’t cut it. It’s not the same as having someone here. I feel I sound embarrassingly pathetic, but I’m naturally a needy person emotionally and physically. You gotta do what you gotta do, and you always have to keep going, but some days like this I get worn down.

Thank you for listening to me. This has always been a supportive group. ❤️