Hi! I (21f) met up with a man (40M) who I’ve been talking to through reddit for maybe 2 weeks now. I’ve been steady ignoring his messages but he became someone I loved talking to. Our messages were mainly sexual in nature but we also discussed what was going on in our lives. Today, we met up at a park in the area. I was so nervous that I was going to just leave. I’m notorious for chickening out of hookups(For context on that, im a virgin). I told him I was nervous and he drove up next to me and said we can just chat through our windows. He didn’t get mad or anything, just was patient. We then drove back to another part of the park and kept talking thru our windows. Then I decided to get in his car. He didn’t immediately pounce on me. He just let me get comfortable and then slowly tried touching me in ways to make me comfortable. Like lightly holding my hand, tucking hair behind my ear and eventually rubbing my thigh while we kept talking. I won’t elaborate on everything else ;).

Anyways, I loved today. He wants to be FWB but the little things might make me catch feelings. I don’t think I can be with another guy my age after this haha. We plan on meeting up again soon.