My partner and I have had a really good relationship thus far, albeit being only 3.5 months. I really like this man and our schedules aren’t always lining up so I make as much time as possible to see him and meet up. I feel so good when I’m around him! All the things that I got going on in my life and he gives me solid advice and consoles me in a way I haven’t experienced and for that I am grateful. The past couple days he’s seemed out of touch; today is my only day off of work this week so I asked if I could come see him and he’s said he’s not in that kind of space to chill with anybody. I told him that I hope he feels better soon and if he wants to talk about anything that I’m here for him but honestly I’m sitting here crying wishing I could see my partner. I can’t remember the last time I felt like this about someone.

I’m not really suspicious of him doing anything behind my back but I am insecure that maybe he isn’t enjoying my company as much as he used to. I don’t wanna ask him any kinds of questions right now because he’s not feeling okay atm but I’m super nervous

Sorry this is so long. I just spit thoughts and try to form something of it😭 help!