She's bipolar and very poor. These are very relevant to our dynamic as it was. So, what hurts most? Still having the desire to make someone you love life better. I helped give her confidence to go back to college. I was there when she lost her jobs. Even when she friend zoned me. I showed her how people should treat each other with love. I tried to show her she is worth respect and fighting for. I watched her mental health and was honest with how I saw her, and when she was failing. I offered her a better life and to break the cycle of poverty for her and her son.

What hurts the most is she threw it and me away, and doesn't see it. All for some guy who isn't motivated for a relationship. Now she's shelter fantastic and her son is going to grow up without the dad I wanted to be to him.

Just needed to cry it out somewhere. Bash on me if you want. I just have a protect and provide mentality.