Hi I’m posting anonymously for reasons I don’t really want to explain.

Anyways I posted on GBr4r for a chat and this 38 year old man popped up and wanted to chat essentially. I was going through a stressful period with exams and thought maybe he would be able to give me some advice and wise words. So I decided to start talking to him and I knew he was married. I made sure not to cross boundaries and always to bring up how he was married to ground myself and make sure I didn’t cross any lines. He would always send me morning messages and we would talk all day virtually.We have been talking for a few weeks now. I definitely feel something for him, I’m not deluded enough to say that I love him but he also really irritates me. I hate it how he just falls asleep while I’m chatting to him and sometimes I feel like he isn’t interested in me.We have had a few disagreements mainly because of me.I’m confused. I’m lost and he keeps on getting on my nerves and I don’t feel wanted. I know he’s married but I should at least feel cared for.

Note: It isn’t a sexual relationship, it isn’t a relationship at all, more of a friendship. I think it’s over anyway, maybe he realised that he shouldn’t be. No more morning messages.