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I know there are other issues that caused this but I wish that you would listen when I say I liked it rough. We have been together since college, all these years I have suppressed this feeling but lately primal feelings are making a comeback. I know I know the reasons but with emotional issues we are having, I am missing this more than ever to where it’s impacting my day to day life. Really hear me when I say that I want to slap your ass, hard. If it got to that point it hurt and not pleasurable I would stop! Tie you up goddamnit. Use rope, scarves, cuffs, fucking bed sheets if you want. Immobilize you and have my way with you. It’s us, not strangers! Let’s give it a try once! We are separated now but I wish we could try once….we had that bond once. It might help us.
I wish that I can grab your ass in public or even sneak a swipe at your personal areas in public discreetly. Let’s talk dirty when nobody knows what we are talking about. I wish I could even kiss or touch you in public and Private! When was the last time we kissed? I still want us to be the object of our desires, what happened?
I wish that I’d pull your hair or use toys on you. Forget it, but a toy! We lost romance, friendship…maybe big aggression can help.
I wish that you’d hear me when I say I want to try new things. And don’t make faces when I mention it!
I wish that I didn’t have to have an affair in order to get my fix. But I guess at this point, it’s the only way I’m going to get everything I crave. I am 36, I have blocked this for 15 years. Can’t anymore.
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